my random thoughts
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Thursday, July 20, 2006 Sometimes wonder if I really listen to people. I know that I listen but I wonder if I truly hear what they are saying. Myself and everyone else on this planet all have issues that we have to deal with, but I can't help but feel that I am neglecting those who I should listen to because my attention is elsewhere. The end result, perhaps, is that they lose faith in and their trust in me. And I feel that I have dissapointed and failed them somehow. I mean, what sort of friend would I be? To those of you who I've neglgected all this time, my sincere apologies. posted by Ben | | | 10:17 AM Saturday, July 15, 2006 It's official. I am a graduate student. Where? In the faculty of medicine. Sounds impressive? nope. Seriously it's just a name. But i'll be doing cancer research related research. It makes me feel good knowing whatever i discover/design would someday potentially help someone. That's a great feeling, as long as it's not prolonging their suffering. Can't wait till Sept. I'll be frosh all over again. But I'm also thinking to myself, is going to grad school a way to delay the inevitable? I mean, great i'll be in school for the next 2 years (at least) and not have to pull a 9-5. It'll happen eventually, and join the ranks of my friends who are already doing it and making a TONNE of $. I don't know. I just know that it feels right, right now (going to grad school that is). I'm not going to plan too far ahead in the future. Beside it's what i want, and I'm getting it, therefore I am so recklessly happy. posted by Ben | | | 10:19 AM |
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